I'm sorry guys. I can't leave this place. I love it too much despite everything. I deeply regretted doing that journal entry.

I wasn't in the right state of mind, and I was stressed out. (I still am, but I can't take it out on you all) I know you won't take me seriously now, but I'm not going to leave.

I hope no one is mad at me now. I seriously hope that I've done the right thing by doing this. I'm still taking a very short break because of school work, but I'm not leaving. Ever.

I'm leaving DA for awhile. I can't take this anymore.

I'm close to tears right now, there's way too many fake people in my DA watch, and I've completely pissed off someone because I'm such an idiot. I cannot live with any of this, so I'm just going to stay away for awhile until I feel better.

I was tagged my

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them. I'm not doing that...
5. No tag-backs

1. I'm a Type 2 Diabetic. (Some of you already know that)
2. I have no idea what I'm going to do (as far as major is concerned)
3. Not only do I listen to reggaeton, but I dance/move my hips to it. </loses people>
4. I pay $175 to get my hair done. And I still don't know why.
5. I listen to almost all types of music. However I hate pop-punk.
6. I talk to myself sometimes, so I can get my thoughts across.
7. I'm very indecisive
8. I love certain crack pairings.
9. I'm terrified of social gatherings and I'm tragically shy.
10. I have some type of speech problem, including some stuttering.

Hopefully the following people haven't done this already....

I know I'm going to regret writing this later...

But did I honestly say anything wrong to you? Let me word this out better--was there anything that I said that made you want to not talk to me all day (and you did this yesterday. In fact, you do this on a regular basis)? Maybe I was boring you (again) and my insecurities got to me, and it only got worse. I don't know.

But maybe it's best if you don't even talk to me on here anymore for awhile. I can't take this anymore, it is pissing me off, and you're ruining a lot of things for me that I used to enjoy. And don't think this isn't about you because it is.

1. I reiterate the thing about not being a best friend to anyone.

2. Dear someone, I wasn't in the good mood to begin with, but then you just had to make me feel awful. And don't come to me for comfort anymore if you're going to then ignore me for the rest of the night. If you think this is about you, it probably is. (see #1)

3. Sadly, I can't even listen to anything related to Slipknot without getting depressed lately. Actually, the only band I can listen to without tearing up is NIN (THE SLIP IS AMAZING! DOWNLOAD IT!). I'm not even touching Korn with a ten foot pole now (see #6). Actually bandom in general is depressing me. Let's just say that. And it won't really be my fault if I leave it....

4. ....So I turn (back) to Yu Yu Hakusho. In an almost unhealthy and desperate manner. I only hope that this AnimeFreak.tv site doesn't crash, because Youtube just took down the episodes and I nearly freaked. Really, watching the episodes have been the only thing that kept me from crying, really. Plus nostalgia. I just miss everything about it. Kuwabara, the music, the humor, the episodes. And I even miss Hiei. I mean, his snarky comments make the moments sometimes! I just hope I don't turn into a raging weeaboo again.

5. No, I still don't know when I'll bring myself to draw again. I have these good ideas, but someone will always bring my mood down by the end of the day. (see #1)

6. I don't know the whole story, but apparently Brian Welch asked Munky and Jon if they should all get together (he said that Fieldy thought it was a good idea), and Jon and Munky refused. More drama. Between this and David being a no-show asshole, I'm staying away from Korn for awhile until they fix this shit, because I'm sick of about all of them. Fieldy, I still love you. I just wish you weren't so boring, now.

Edit:
7. And being late for class and getting a B on an exam is what I get for putting up with all this and certain people. Why do I have a feeling things are going to get so much worse?